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Ryan Graves: UFOs, Fighter Jets, and Aliens | Lex Fridman Podcast #308

2 hours 32 minutes

🇬🇧 English

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00:00

How are these interacting with our fighters if they are? How are they interacting with the weather and their environment? How are they interacting with each other? So can we look at these and how they're interacting perhaps as a swarm, especially off the East Coast where this is happening all the time with multiple objects?

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The following is a conversation with Lieutenant Ryan Graves, former Navy fighter pilot, including roles as a combat lead, landing signals officer, and rescue mission commander. He and people in his squadron detected UFOs on multiple occasions, and he has been 1 of the few people willing to speak publicly about these experiences, and about the importance of investigating these sightings, especially for national security reasons. Ryan has a degree in mechanical and aerospace engineering from WPI and an interest in career roles in advanced technology development, including multi-agent collaborative autonomy, machine learning assisted air-to-air combat, manned and unmanned teaming technologies, and most recently, development of materials through quantum simulation.

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This is a Lex Friedman podcast. To support it, please check out our sponsors in the description. And now, dear friends, Here's Ryan Graves. What did you think of the new Top Gun movie?

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01:20

How accurate was it? Let's start there.

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01:22

I thought the flying was really accurate. I thought the type of flying they did and how they approached the actual mission, Of course, had a lot of liberties, but 1 thing that seems to be hard to capture on these types of things are the chess game that's going on while that type of flying is happening.

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01:40

The chess game between, like in a dog fight, between the pilots and the enemy, or between the different pilots?

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01:47

I'll even speak to just that particular mission they flew there. And for that particular mission, it's kind of a chess game with yourself to get everything in place. So what kind of flight they flew is called a high threat scenario, which means they have to ingress low due to the surface-to-air threats, the integrated air defense systems that are nearby.

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02:07

And they have to ingress low and pop up like we see in the movie. And in that particular movie, that was a pre-planned strike, they knew exactly where they're going. But there's a scenario where we have to operate in that type of environment and we don't know exactly where we're gonna strike or we're gonna be adapting to real time targets. And so in that scenario, you would have 1 of those fighters down low like that operating as a mission commander, as a forward air controller.

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02:30

And he's out there calling shots, joining on those other players in order to ensure they're pointed at the right target. So that's a bit of the chess game that he'll be playing.

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02:38

Can you actually describe for people who haven't seen the movie what the mission actually is? Yeah. What's involved in the mission?

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02:45

So in this particular mission, it's kind of what we would call a pre-planned strike. So there's a known location that's in a heavily defended area. And the air crew, in this case, I believe it was 4 F-18s on the initial package, their job was to ingress very low down a canyon to stay out of the radar window of the surf to air threats.

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03:06

What does ingress mean?

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03:07

Ingress means that they're going to be pushing from a start location towards a target or the objective. So there's an ingress portion of the mission and an egress portion of the mission.

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03:16

Oh, okay. Like the entrance and the exit type of thing. Got

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03:21

it. But it changes our mindset tactically quite a bit, right? Because when we're entering some place, we have the option to enter. But when we go drop a bomb on location, we're exiting, we don't have that luxury, we don't have that option.

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03:33

So it actually changes our tactics and our aggression level.

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03:37

Got it, and so they were flying low to the ground and then there's surface to air missiles that force them to have to fly low, is that a realistic thing?

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03:48

It is realistic. So driving those aircraft in the clutter, all radar systems, or most I should say, are essentially line of sight. And so they're gonna be limited by the horizon or any clutter out there.

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04:00

And even a number of radars, if they are located up high and looking down towards that aircraft, the clutter, all the objects such as trees and canyons can have effect on radar systems and so it can be a type of camouflage.

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04:16

So that's the camouflage for the radar, but what about the surface-to-air missile? Is that a legitimate way to avoid missiles as it flies so low, like fly, I guess, below their level?

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04:30

As far as I know, you can fly under any radar right now. We don't have necessarily radars that can look through anything. So there is always gonna be the ability to mask yourself.

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04:41

But with a larger number of assets and distributed communication networks, where those radars are looking makes all the difference. And I said they're ingressing past an IADS and that's an integrated air defense system. And that linking of air defense systems is what makes it so hard, so complicated, is that the sensors and the weapons are disassociated from each other. So that if you took out the target that was shooting at you, it still has ability to intercept you from another radar location.

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05:11

So it's distributed and it's stronger that way.

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05:14

You mean the surface-to-air missiles, like it's a distributed system in that if you take out 1, they're still able to sort of integrate information about your location and strike at you. Correct.

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05:28

And there's a lot of complication that can go, you know, once we start thinking about distributed systems like that and the ability to self-heal and repair and adapt to losses, it's an interesting area.

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05:39

Are you responsible for thinking about that when you're flying an airplane?

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05:43

To some degree. When we ingress to an area like that, we're presented with information about targets, air to air or air to surface, or surface to air, I should say. And we can essentially see where, essentially the danger zone, if you will, is located.

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06:00

And so essentially we would stay out of that. And so having a full picture of the environment is extremely important because at the end of the day if

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06:08

we go in that circle we can die pretty quickly. So it's absolutely crucial. So there's regions that have higher and lower danger based on your understanding of the actual, whatever the surface to air missiles systems are.

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06:21

So you can kind of know. That's interesting. I wonder how automated that could be too, especially when you don't know. It seems like in the movie, they knew the location of everything.

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06:33

I imagine that's less known in most cases. And also, a lot of those systems might be a little bit more ghetto, if I can use that technical term. Like, I've gotten ad hoc, maybe, is the, I don't know. But having just recently visited Ukraine and seen a lot of aspects of the way that war is fought, there's a lot of improvised type of systems.

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06:58

So you take high tech, like advanced technology, but the way you deploy it and the way you organize it is very improvised and ad hoc and is responding to the uncertainty in the dynamic environment. And so from an enemy perspective or whoever's trying to deal with that kind of system, it's hard to figure it out. Because it's like me, I played tennis for a long time, and it's always easier to play, this is true for all sports, play tennis against a good tennis player versus a crappy tennis

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07:28

player.

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07:29

Because a crappy tennis player is full of uncertainty. And that's really difficult to deal with. It seemed like in the movie, the systems were really well organized.

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07:39

And so you could plan.

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07:40

And there was a very nice ravine that went right down the middle of them.

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07:43

That's how movies work, isn't it?

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07:44

Yeah. But no, I absolutely agree. So, you know, what you say is a very good point. And as, you know, if we were to take a chunk of airspace and break it up into little bits, you know, there'd be places that are better to fly or less good to fly.

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08:00

And, you know, we are seeing that now with what they call manned, unmanned teaming. We see tactical aircraft or, you know, some type of aircraft or platform that's being automated. And it's not being automated in a traditional sense where people think aircrew are flying them around to conduct missions, but it's very high level, objective-orientated mission planning that allows the air crew to act more as a mission planner, mission commander, versus having to just pick the right assets or fly them around or manipulate them somewhat physically.

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08:34

So actually going back to the chess thing, can you elaborate on what you mean playing a game of chess with yourself? What's, when you're flying that mission, what exactly do you mean by that?

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08:43

Well, there's a few people you're usually fighting against in the air. You know, there's the bad guys, and then there's physics and Mother Nature, right? So when we're down at about 100 feet, it's a chess game to stay alive for the pilot, and it's a chess game for the WIZO to process the information he needs and then communicate it to all those other aircraft that were flying around to ensure that they're putting their weapons on the right target.

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09:08

What's the WIZO? WIZO is a weapons systems officer. He's a backseater who is not a pilot, but they're responsible for radar manipulation and communications and weapons deployments of certain natures.

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09:19

So the chess game is against physics, against the enemy. Time. Time.

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09:26

What about your own psychology? Fear, uncertainty? No.

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09:32

No, there's no time for that type of self-reflection while we're flying. I want to get to that, but I don't want to forget the point that you made about increased randomness being a tactical advantage. As you mentioned, you can introduce autonomy in there.

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09:49

And when you, when you bring autonomy in there, and my expectation would be, as we bring different abilities and machine learning, as we gather more data, we're going to be able to bring the tactical environment around that jet, the war space that it goes into will almost be at a stochastic level from the enemy's perspective, where it'll almost seem like every tactical environment they go in will be random and yet very deadly because the system is providing a new tactical solution essentially for that particular scenario instead of just training to particular tactics that have to be repeatable and trainable and lethal, right? But not necessarily the most lethal because they have to be trainable. But if we can introduce AI into that and to have a level of randomness or at least the appearance of randomness due to the complexity, I would consider that like a stochastic tactical advantage because even our own blue fighters wouldn't be able to engage in that fight because it would be unsafe essentially for anything else. And I think that's where we have to drive to because otherwise it's always this chicken and mouse, cat game about who's tactics and who knows what.

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10:51

But if knowledge is no longer a factor, it's gonna make things a lot different.

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10:56

That's really interesting. So out of the many things that are part of your expertise, your journey. You're also working on autonomous and semi-autonomous systems, the use of AI and machine learning and manned-on-man teaming, all that kind of stuff.

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11:12

We'll talk about it. But you're saying, sort of when people think about the use of AI in war, in military systems, they think about like computer vision for perception or processing of sensor information in order to extract from it actionable knowledge kind of thing, but you're saying you could also use it to generate randomness that's difficult to work with in a game theoretic way. Like it's difficult for human operators to respond

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11:43

to. Exactly.

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11:44

That's really interesting. Okay, so back to Tom Cruise and Top Gun. What about the dogfighting?

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11:51

What aspects of that were accurate?

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11:53

So dogfighting is kind of an interesting conversation because it's not the most tactically relevant skill set nowadays by traditional standards because the ranges with which we engage and employ weapons are very significant. And so if we're in a scenario, we're in a dogfight like that, a lot of things have probably gone wrong, right? And that's kind of how this mission was set up, right?

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12:17

It was a, you know, a no wind type scenario, most likely. And so for a dogfight, the aircraft size and the ranges and the turn radiuses make it so it's not very theatrical, right? The aircraft looks small and while it's intense with the systems I have and the sensors and what I'm feeling and all that. If I, you know, we've done it and we've done it, right?

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12:36

We take video of that and it's just like a blue sky and you see a little dot out there. So not very interesting. And so anytime it really looks interesting in dogfight arena, that's most likely a fiction because we really only get close for a millisecond as we're zipping past each other at the merge.

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12:50

You're breaking my heart, right?

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12:52

I know. You're breaking

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12:52

my heart. No, I understand. In a dogfight, you can

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12:55

go and have fun, but in a dogfight specifically.

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12:58

Maybe that was more common in the earlier wars, the World War II and before that, where the, is it due to the sort of the range and the effectiveness of the weapon systems involved?

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13:09

Basically.

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13:09

Correct,

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and the accuracy of the targeting systems that range, but there's also a train of thought that hasn't actually been tested out yet, which is with the advent of advanced electronic warfare, EW, and or unmanned assets, the battle space may get so complex and missiles may essentially just get dropped out of the sky or wasted such that you're gonna be in close with either IR missiles or guns if it's a no kidding, you know, must defend type scenario.

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13:40

First of all, what's electronic warfare?

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13:42

You know, it's basically trying to get control of electromagnetic spectrum for the interest of whatever operation is going on. So in the tactical environment, a lot of that is trying to deceive the radar or can we deceive the missile or just stop their guidance, things of that nature.

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13:58

Man, it's a battle in the space of information, of digital information.

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14:03

Yeah, well, F-22 and F-35, right? F-22 is a big, expensive aircraft, and it was made to be a great fighter. But the F-35 is not as great of a fighter, but it's an electronic warfare and mission commander platform of the future, where information is what's gonna win the war instead of the best dogfighter and so it's interesting dichotomy there.

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14:24

What's the best airplane ever made, fighter jet ever made?

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14:27

I know the aviators in the in the audience are gonna hate my answer because they're gonna want that sexy, you know, muscly F-14 Tomcat type fighter or maybe P-51 type aircraft, but the F-35 is maybe not the best dogfighter, but it doesn't have to get in a dogfight, right? It's like how you'd be the best knife fighters, not getting a knife fight sometimes.

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14:49

Lockheed Martin F-35 Lightning II. It looks pretty sexy.

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14:53

There's 2 real strengths you can have as a fighter. You can have the ability to kind of out-muscle your fighter, your opponent, and beat him on Gs and power and raid around on them. And then there's the other side of that, which is you can be overly maneuverable.

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15:09

You can bleed energy quickly. And that's what the F-18 was good at because it had to be heavier to land on aircraft carrier. We had to give it extra bulk, but it also needs special mechanisms to slow down enough to land on aircraft carrier. And so it made it very maneuverable.

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15:22

And what that leads to a lot of times, the ability to get maybe the first shot in a fight, which is very good, but if you do make that sharp turn, you're gonna bleed a lot of your energy away and be more susceptible for follow-on shots if that one's less susceptible. And so there's just kind of aggression, non-aggression, game you can play depending on the type of aircraft you're fighting.

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15:40

Where does the F-35 land on that spectrum?

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15:43

The F-35 lands somewhere behind the F-22s. So there'll probably be a row of F-22s or F-18s and F-35 will be out back, but it'll be enabling a lot of the warfare that's happening in front of it.

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15:53

Is it 1 of the more expensive planes because of all the stuff on it?

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15:57

It certainly is, yeah. In the

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16:00

movie, they have Tom Cruise fly it over Mach 10. So maybe, can you say, what are the different speeds, accelerations feel like, Mach 1, 2, 3, or hypersonic? Have you ever flown hypersonic?

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16:14

No. How tough does it get?

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16:17

I'm just gonna call out the BS of ejecting at Mach 10, just for the record, because in the movie, there's been, I think, at least 1 ejection that was supersonic. And I'll just say, you know, it was not pretty, but he survived. So there would have to be some interesting mechanisms to eject successfully at Mach 10, but I'll digress on that for the moment.

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16:36

Yeah, that seemed very strange.

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16:37

And he just walked away from it.

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16:38

But anyway, so, you know. He seemed disheveled. Yeah.

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16:42

Yeah. Okay, it's Tom Cruise, you don't, it's like Chuck Norris or something.

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16:47

Indestructible, yeah. Indestructible. Also doesn't age.

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16:49

Yeah. But anyway, so what's interesting to say about the experience as you go up? Does it get more and more difficult?

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17:00

In the end of the day, crossing the sound barrier is much like crossing the speed limit on the highway. You don't really notice anything. To cross that, at least in F-18, because we have a lot more weight than most fighters, is typically we'll do that in a descent.

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17:13

And we'll do that full afterburner, just dumping gas into the engine. And so that'll get us over the fastest I think I've gone with about 1.28. But what's interesting people don't realize is that if I take that throttle and I'm an afterburner and I just bring it back and just bring it back to mil, which is full power, just not afterburner, the deacceleration is so strong due to the air friction that it throw you forward in your straps, almost, you know, I would say, you know, maybe like 70% as strong almost as trapping on the boat, it's pretty strong. So it's almost like a reverse car crash just for the deceleration.

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17:46

So the acceleration, you know, is usually kind of slow and you don't feel anything, of course, when you're crossing through it, but the deacceleration is pretty violent.

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17:53

The deceleration is violent, huh? Okay. But is there a fundamental difference between Mach 1 and hypersonic, Mach

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18:02

5,

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18:02

and so on? Does it require super special training? And is that something that's used often in warfare or is it not really that necessary?

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18:10

No, so hypersonic human flight, if it exists, it's not something that's employed tactically in any sense right now that I'm aware of. So, you know, when I think of hypersonic technology, I think of missiles and weapon systems and delivery platform. I don't think of fighter aircraft necessarily.

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18:30

I can think of bomber or reconnaissance aircraft perhaps, but those would be more efficient, very long, long range. I imagine acceleration would be kind of gentle, honestly.

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18:40

The thing you experience is the acceleration, not the actual speed. There's been just a small tangent, a lot of discussion about hypersonic nuclear weapons, like missiles from Russia, bragging about that, is this something that's a significant concern or is it just a way to flex about different kinds of weapon systems?

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19:00

Hypersonics, I do think, pose a challenge for our detection systems because there are design considerations in these sensor systems, as always, right? When you build them and the technology progresses to a point where maybe it's not feasible to use that technology, there's a problem. But with the all domain and kind of cross domain data linking capabilities we have, it's less of, it's more of a integrated picture, I'll say.

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19:30

And so the hypersonics are really, what it is is how fast can we detect and destroy a problem? You're just shortening the time available to do that. We call something like that the kill chain, right? It's from locating a target and identifying it and essentially authorizing its destruction by whatever means, employing, and then actually following up to ensure that you did what you said you were going to do in some sense, right?

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19:54

Does it need another re-attack, something of that nature. And so there's an old dogfighting framework you could call, and it's called the OODA loop, that kind of made its way in the engineering of business now but the old observe, orientate, decide, act was initially a fighter mechanism in order to get inside that kill chain of your opponent and break it up so that he can't process his kill chain on you. And so hypersonics are a way of shortening those windows of opportunity to react to that.

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20:23

I wonder how much do you have to shorten it in order for the defense systems not to work anymore? It seems like It's very, you know, I'm both often horrified by the thought of nuclear war, but at the same time wonder what that looks like. When I dream of extreme competence in defense systems, I imagine that not a single nuclear weapon can reach the United States by missile, with the defense systems.

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Speaker 2

20:52

Defense systems. Defense systems. But then again, I also understand that these are extremely complicated systems, the amount of integration required. And because you're not using them, I mean, this is, there could be, you know, there's like an intern somewhere that like forgot to update the code, the Fortran code that like is going to be make the different, Because you don't have the opportunity to really thoroughly test, which is really scary.

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Speaker 2

21:21

Of course, the systems are probably incredible if they could be tested, but because they can't be really thoroughly tested in an actual attack, I wonder.

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Speaker 1

21:32

I guess 1 assumption there would be that these hypersonic missiles would only be launched in a case of attack. It'd be interesting if there were other hypersonic objects that we could use to flex those systems.

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21:45

Another thing that actually happened, I just have a million questions I wanna ask you, it's fascinating to me, is there's a bird strike on the plane. Does that happen often?

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21:53

Yeah, it's a serious issue.

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21:54

And it damaged the engine, and they made it seem like it's a serious, exactly, a serious issue.

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21:59

I've hit birds. I know someone that took a turkey vulture to the face through the cockpit, right? Shattered the cockpit, knocked him out.

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Speaker 1

22:08

I think that, actually, I don't know him personally, but there's a story I know from the command I was at, and I believe the back seater had to punch out and punch them both out, because he was unconscious, you know, in the front seat from the bird. It can kill you from hitting you. It's, you know, it's like a bowling ball going 250 miles an hour. It can take out an engine very easily.

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Speaker 1

22:30

Every airport I've flown at in the Navy, I've had to check the bird condition, if you will, to see how many birds. We've had to cancel flights because there's too many of them around the airport. Some airports even have bird radars, military airports.

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Speaker 2

22:43

Is there systems that monitor the bird condition? There is, yeah.

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Speaker 1

22:46

There's actual radar systems, and you can go in the certain bases, you have to call up, and they'll tell you what it is for the day or for that hour, and other ones have it in their weather report that goes out over the radio.

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Speaker 2

22:58

What are some technological solutions to this, or is this just because it's a low probability event there's no real solution for it?

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23:07

I would say it's not a low probability event. I mean, this is happening a lot. I mean, although the hits themselves aren't necessarily that common or I'll say a catastrophic hit either a near miss or a hit, or the pilot having to actively maneuver to avoid it is pretty common.

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Speaker 2

23:22

And in fact- It seems stressful.

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Speaker 1

23:24

It is. It's so common in fact that we know that you never wanna try to go over, or you never wanna go under a bird if you see it in front of you. You always wanna try to go over it because what they'll do immediately if they see you is, and you startle them, is they'll bring their wings in and just drop straight down to try to get out of the path.

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Speaker 1

23:39

It's interesting, I didn't know they did that. But so if you try to go under them, they're gonna be dropping into you. So you typically want to try to go above them.

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Speaker 2

23:45

Is this something you can train for or no? Is this 1 of those things you have to really experience?

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Speaker 1

23:50

It's a skill set that you somewhat train for in the duties of being a fighter pilot in a sense, right? Being able to react to your environment very quickly and make decisions quickly, so.

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Speaker 2

24:01

Is that 1 of the more absurd things, challenges you have to deal with in flying? Is there other things, sort of, maybe weather conditions, like harsh weather conditions, is there something that we maybe don't often think about in terms of the challenges of flying?

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Speaker 1

24:17

Birds, in a way, aren't a ridiculous threat for us. It's a safety threat that, you know, anything physical in the air is something that we really have to be careful about. Whether we're flying formation off of the aircraft right next to us, or whether it's a turkey vulture at 2000 feet or a flock of 5,000 birds like at the runway and we have to wave off, you know.

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Speaker 1

24:37

And although they're low probability, a lot of bases will have like actual environmental protecting agency employees that are responsible for safely removing migratory birds or different animals that may be in the runways or flying about.

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Speaker 2

24:53

Wow, I didn't know what a turkey vulture is and it really does look like a mix between a vulture and a turkey. Turkey. And look kind of dumb, no offense to Turkey vultures.

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Speaker 2

25:06

In that movie, who was the enemy nation? Was it, I mean, I guess they were implying it's Iran, or is it Russia?

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Speaker 1

25:16

I didn't think they were implying any particular nation state, frankly. I think they did a somewhat decent job of having some ambiguous fifth generation fighters. The location and the stockpile, like I get like how the story kind of insinuates certain things, but they seem to do a good job of not having anything directly pointing to another nation, which I thought was the good move.

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Speaker 1

25:39

I enjoy these type of movies as an aviator and as an American, right, because it's a feel-good movie, but we shouldn't be celebrating going to war with any particular country, China, Russia, whoever may have these weapons. It's fun to watch, but it would be an incredibly serious event to be employing these weapons.

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Speaker 2

25:57

Yeah, and we'll talk about war in general, because yeah, the movie's kind of celebrating the human side of things and also the incredible technology involved, but there's also the cost of war and the seriousness of war and the suffering involved with war, not just in the fighting, but in the death of civilians and all those kinds of things. Well, you were a Navy pilot. Let's talk a little bit more seriously about this.

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Speaker 2

26:26

And you were twice deployed in the Middle East flying the FAA-18F Super Hornet. Can you briefly tell the story of your career as a Navy pilot? Sure,

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Speaker 1

26:36

so I joined the Navy in 2009 right after college. I went to officer, essentially officer bootcamp, officer of candidate school. I applied as a pilot and I got in as a pilot, that was the advantage of going that way is that I could essentially choose what I wanted and if I got in, great.

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Speaker 1

26:51

If not, I didn't get stuck doing something else. So you knew you wanted to be a pilot? I did. I joined, I went through my initial training, I went through primary flight training that all aviators go through.

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Speaker 1

27:02

And I did well enough that, you know, 1 of the first lessons they teach you in the Navy is that, you know, you can have a great career in the Navy and you can, you know, see the world and do what you want, but at the end of the day, it's all about the needs of the Navy and what they need. So, you know, they may not have the platform you like, or, you know, you may not necessarily get to choose your own adventure here. But I was lucky enough that there was 1 jet slot in my class and I was lucky enough, fortunate enough to get it. So.

S1

Speaker 1

27:28

It was a jet slot. So, Yeah, what that means is that I was assigned, actually, tail hook at that point, which meant I would go train to fly aircraft that land on aircraft carriers. And there's essentially 3 aircraft that do that at the time, is the F-18, and the E-2, and the C-2. C-2 is kinda like the mail truck for the boat.

S1

Speaker 1

27:50

E2 is 1 of the big radar dish on top. And then there's all the F-18s.

S2

Speaker 2

27:55

So E2 is comms, is C2 mail truck?

S1

Speaker 1

27:59

Yeah.

S2

Speaker 2

27:59

What's that?

S1

Speaker 1

28:00

C2 basically brings all the mail.

S2

Speaker 2

28:03

They literally bring the mail.

S1

Speaker 1

28:04

And they're the ones that bring supplies to the ship via air and people.

S2

Speaker 2

28:07

Sorry if I missed it. Is it a plane or is it a helicopter?

S1

Speaker 1

28:09

It's a plane.

S2

Speaker 2

28:10

Okay. All right, and the F-18 is a fighter jet.

S1

Speaker 1

28:14

Correct. Okay. So I selected Tailhook, which meant I could get 1 of those other ones, but 80% or so are jets. So I was in a good spot at that point.

S1

Speaker 1

28:21

And that's when I went to Myrtie, Mississippi to fly my first jet, which was the T-45 Gozhawk.

S2

Speaker 2

28:28

Cool. So what kind of plane is that? Is that a, is that, that's what you were doing your training on?

S1

Speaker 1

28:32

That's the jet aircraft you get in before you actually go to the F-18. It is carrier capable, so go to the boat for the first time in it during the day, drop fake bombs, do dog fighting, low levels, formation flying day and night.

S2

Speaker 2

28:50

Well, it's a pretty plane.

S1

Speaker 1

28:52

Yeah, and it looks like a cone so that no 1 hits it.

S2

Speaker 2

28:56

Okay, so it's usually not used for fighting, it's used

S1

Speaker 1

28:58

for training? It's used for training how to fight. Got it.

S1

Speaker 1

29:01

So what was that like? Was that the first time you were sort of really getting into it? Yeah, that was really interesting because before that it was a 600 horsepower prop plane. And going from that to the T-45 is 1 of the biggest jumps in power in like Navy machine operation.

S2

Speaker 2

29:17

How much horsepower does the T-45 have approximately?

S1

Speaker 1

29:20

I think like 15,000 or so.

S2

Speaker 2

29:22

So it's a huge jump from 600, you said, horsepower about? Yeah. So it's a big, big leap.

S1

Speaker 1

29:28

But it's a jet, so it performs differently, it's faster. What that means, not just because it's faster, your whole mind needs to be faster. Everything happens faster in the air now, right?

S1

Speaker 1

29:37

Those comms happen faster, your landing gear has to come up faster, everything just happens faster in a jet. And so it's a big jump. And I'll never forget going on my first flight in that aircraft, it was a formation flight for someone else and I was just in the back watching and there was an instructor in the flight. And so what that means is, instructor is in a single aircraft and then there's 3 or 4 other aircraft and they're learning how to do joins, and they're learning how to fly in formation.

S1

Speaker 1

30:04

And as a new student in the back, it's amazing, right? Cause you know, photo op time and all this, like I'm seeing aircraft up close for the first time. It's awesome. And on the way back, we couldn't get our landing gear down, ironically.

S1

Speaker 1

30:19

So, to make a long story short, because it's overall not that exciting, we couldn't get the gear down. We actually went to go do a control ejection to the target area where that is, about 15, 20 miles to the north of the base.

S2

Speaker 2

30:32

Did you, wait, did you just say that's not that exciting? Well, yeah. Because that to me is pretty exciting.

S2

Speaker 2

30:38

That, I mean, how, first of all, I mean, that must be terrifying, like early on in your careers, having seen those things. That, Yeah, like how often does that kind of thing happen?

S1

Speaker 1

30:52

Decent, more than you would think. More than you would think.

S2

Speaker 2

30:55

So there was no significant panic? This is like this understood? This is what has to be done in this case?

S1

Speaker 1

31:00

I think I was probably just too dumb to realize the significance of it because as a new student, you know, not really appreciating, you know, just what is ahead of me if we are ejecting. But at the time it was more, it was just like rote, right? Because I was back there and then I went from a observer mode to a I'm gonna provide you the help that I can provide you as a member of this crew mode.

S1

Speaker 1

31:19

And so it was less about I'm on this 20 mile trip and thinking about how vulnerable I am. We're going through checklists, we're talking to people, we're getting ready. So No, it wasn't fearful. And the whole time we were doing 1 of these to try to get the gear down.

S1

Speaker 1

31:35

So we're unloading the jet and then loading it back to try to get the gear out with the stick. And it came down, it came down halfway there, just on its own. So it came back around and we did like a safety trap in case there was a problem with the gear. That was my first flight, you know.

S1

Speaker 1

31:54

A little bit of serendipity, but I'm gonna fast forward a bit and I went back to the squadron as an instructor about 5 or 6 years later And I was an aviation safety officer at this point, which meant I was responsible for investigating mishaps. And a student went in and he went in the backseat of a form flight, just like the 1 I went on, and he went out and he ended up ejecting on that flight. Zach, same type of flight. They went out and they had a runaway trim scenario and it caused the aircraft essentially just inverted itself almost 180 degrees at about 600 feet over the ground and they punched out just slightly outside the ejection window at about 300 or 400 feet or so, but they were completely fine.

S1

Speaker 1

32:38

So, you know, and then about 2 months later, we had another ejection. About 3 months after that, we had another ejection. So unfortunately, you know, it can be more common than people think. What does it feel like to get ejected?

S1

Speaker 1

32:52

Thankfully, I don't know. I can describe it

S2

Speaker 2

32:54

to you.

S1

Speaker 1

32:55

I can tell you what it's like from what I've heard, but I truly think it's 1 of those things that you just don't understand until it happens. It's like instantaneous about 250 Gs, which is only possible because of inertia in our blood. All right, so you can actually get like 250, 300 Gs for like a few milliseconds, and then it backs off to like 40 or 50 Gs to get you away from the vehicle itself.

S1

Speaker 1

33:16

And so, you know, you may lose consciousness. If you do, you know, who knows where you wake up. You know, you could be in a tree, you could still be falling, you could be in the water, so.

S2

Speaker 2

33:27

The physics of that is fascinating, how they eject safely.

S1

Speaker 1

33:31

Do you know the story about how that was tested at all? I don't know the full story, but there was an airport.

S2

Speaker 2

33:36

I'm guessing nobody knows the full story. It's probably a lot of shady stuff going on. But anyway, you mean like in the early, early days or?

S1

Speaker 1

33:44

They took a flight dock up to a rocket sled and just see how much their body could take it. And he turned a lot of his body into mush in the process of getting that science done, but he saved a lot of lives. People used

S2

Speaker 2

33:56

to be tougher back in the day. That's how science used to be done. So how did your training continue?

S2

Speaker 2

34:05

So how did it take me, take me farther through your career as you work towards graduating towards the F-18s?

S1

Speaker 1

34:13

So in VT-9, where I was a student, There's 2 phases. There's an intermediate and an advanced. Intermediate is getting very comfortable with the aircraft and at that point you truly hear, all right, you're going jets now or you're going to go 1 of the other aircraft that land on the aircraft carrier.

S1

Speaker 1

34:30

I was told I was going jets at that point. Then we go into same squadron, same aircraft, same instructors, but it's called advanced now. Now we're learning how to dogfight for the first time. We're doing what we call tactical formation, which is just like aggressive position keeping.

S1

Speaker 1

34:48

We are doing dogfighting in low levels and all sorts of great stuff. So it's really that first introduction to that tactical environment and really putting Gs on the jet and on your body and maneuvering.

S2

Speaker 2

35:00

Is there like tactical formation, is collaborating with other fighter jets a part of that? It is. So flying in, that's what you mean by formation?

S2

Speaker 2

35:08

So literally having an awareness. Is this done for you or are you as a human supposed to understand like where you are in the formation, how to maintain formation, all that kind of stuff. Is it done autonomously or manually?

S1

Speaker 1

35:22

There's a great autonomy point on the end of this I've thought about. But what we do, it's all manual. So I'm looking at his wing and I'm looking at different visual checkpoints that form like a triangle, right, like an equal out triangle essentially.

S1

Speaker 1

35:36

And then as that triangle is no longer equal, I can tell my relative position against that aircraft.

S2

Speaker 2

35:42

Right?

S1

Speaker 1

35:43

And so that's what I'm staring at for sometimes hours on end. You know, several feet away, doing 1 of these if I'm in the weather, that's all it is. So you get, it's almost like, is it peripheral vision or is it your focal point?

S1

Speaker 1

35:53

No, we're staring directly at it. The peripheral is going on my...

S2

Speaker 2

35:57

That's interesting.

S1

Speaker 1

35:58

Stuff, right, my sensors and all my instruments. And so he is my gyroscope at that point.

S2

Speaker 2

36:04

While you're flying, not looking straight.

S1

Speaker 1

36:06

Correct, I'm flying like this for hours. It can hurt your neck. We don't like doing this as much, and I don't think it's just me, right?

S1

Speaker 1

36:12

It's a weird thing where when you're like this, it's actually harder to fly formation slightly than here because being in line of your hand movements and of the aircraft somehow has an effect on our ability to be more precise and comfortable. It's strange.

S2

Speaker 2

36:28

So there's a symmetry to the formation usually. So 1 of the people on the other side really don't like being on that side? Who gets the short straw?

S2

Speaker 2

36:40

How do you decide which side of the formation you are?

S1

Speaker 1

36:42

It's a good question too, because there's kind of rank in some sense. So if it's a 4 person formation, right, you have the division lead who's qualified to lead a whole division, but maybe the other ones aren't. And he has a dash 2, and that's his wingman essentially.

S1

Speaker 1

36:56

And then in a division, there's 2 other aircraft. And then you have another senior flight leader that's the dash 3 position. And then you have dash 4, the last 1. And if you are all lined up on 1 side, like fingertip, 1234, that dash 4 guy is gonna be at the end of that whip.

S1

Speaker 1

37:11

So if you're flying formation, each one's making movements relative to the lead, Dash 4 is kind of at the end of that error, you know, and so his movements are kind of like a whip. It's very difficult to fly in that position and close.

S2

Speaker 2

37:23

Can you elaborate, is it because of the air, the air dynamics, what's a whip?

S1

Speaker 1

37:26

If this is a flight lead and this is dash 2, flight lead is rock steady and just doing his thing. If flight 2 is gonna be working that triangle moving a little bit, right? And he has this small air bubble that he's doing his best to stay.

S1

Speaker 1

37:37

And then, but dash 3 is flying off dash 2. And so his air bubble is dash 2 plus his own. And dash 4. So it gets

S2

Speaker 2

37:43

more and more stressful as you get farther out. Yeah. Okay.

S2

Speaker 2

37:48

What's the experience of that, staring for long periods of time and trying to maintain formation? How stressful is that? Because like, you know, we're doing that when we drive, staying in lane, and that becomes, after you get pretty good at it, it becomes somewhat, it's still stressful, which actually is surprisingly stressful. When you look at lane keeping systems, they actually relieve that stress somehow and it actually creates a much more pleasant experience while you're still able to maintain situational awareness and stay awake, which is really interesting.

S2

Speaker 2

38:23

I don't think people realize how stressful it is to lane keep when they drive. So this is even more stressful. So do you think about that? Or is this, yeah, I guess how stressful is it from a psychology perspective?

S1

Speaker 1

38:39

It's very stressful. So I taught students how to do this as well, and so at our feet we have 2 rudders, And if I'm flying off of a flight lead over here, what you'll find a lot of times is you'll be flying, or like if I'm the instructor and the student's flying, I'll start to notice that he's having a harder and harder time keeping position. And what I'll notice typically is he's locked out his leg.

S1

Speaker 1

38:59

They'll lock out the leg that's closest to the aircraft they're flying against and push on the rudder subconsciously, because their whole body's trying to get away from the aircraft, because they're so uncomfortable being close to it. And so I'll tell them, I can fix their form with just a couple words. I'll say, wiggle your toes. And they'll wiggle their toes and they'll loosen all the muscles in their legs because they realize they've been locked up and their formation flying will get a lot better.

S1

Speaker 1

39:22

And so, there's a lot of stress associated with that. There's some interesting psychological or visual issues such as vertigo as you're flying. So if you're flying with him and then you fly right into a cloud, right? That's when it's very stressful because you have to be very close in order to maintain visual.

S1

Speaker 1

39:41

And you might be on a thunderstorm, right? And so you have to be very tight. You might start raining and then he's turning, but you might not even know that. You might not even be able to see that turn.

S1

Speaker 1

39:52

And so all of a sudden you might look while you're in a turn, thinking you were straight and level, and you look just maybe back at your instruments very quick and you realize you're like in a 30 degree turn, and your whole concept of where you are in the world starts getting very confused. And you immediately get this sense of, it's weird, like I look at the HUD and it feels, all my senses are telling me it's spinning, but it's not. And so I have to trust my instruments, even though it feels like it's spinning. And the same thing can happen when you're flying formation off of someone's, and it can be very, very dangerous and disorientating.

S2

Speaker 2

40:24

But the point is to try to regain awareness by trusting the instruments, like distrust all your human senses and just use the instruments to rebuild situational awareness. Not in this particular case because our situational awareness is based, it's predicated off of our flight lead.

S1

Speaker 1

40:43

So in a sense, I'm just trusting his movements. And so he's my gyroscope, but you're absolutely right. And if I was by myself, I would trust my instruments, but I can't just stop flying form and trust my instruments because now I'm gonna hit him.

S2

Speaker 2

40:52

Oh yeah, you have to pay attention

S1

Speaker 1

40:54

to him. So he's my reference.

S2

Speaker 2

40:55

So the instruments are not helping you significantly with his positioning. It's all completely manual. So is there a future where some of that is autonomous?

S1

Speaker 1

41:06

Yeah, and I've thought about automating that flight regime. But when I started thinking about it, I realized that all the formation keeping that we do is designed to enhance the aviators ability to maintain site, right? So we fly very tight formations so that we can go in weather and to reduce groups of traffic coming into the boat.

S1

Speaker 1

41:30

We fly in 1 particular position so that all of the flight crew can look down the line and see the flight lead. So everything has to do with the 2 aircrew visually maintaining sight of each other and defending each other, right? In a combat spread, I might be looking, I may be 3 miles away from him flying formation, directly beam and looking around to make sure nothing's there. So as I was looking into automating this process, I thought, well, you know, sure it's easy to get a bunch of aircraft to fly in formation off each other, right?

S1

Speaker 1

42:03

It's trivial, but why? You know, what is the best formation? Why are they doing that? And that opened up a much more interesting regime of operations and flight mechanics.

S1

Speaker 1

42:12

And that's when we get back to kind of stochastic mindset, where we can bring in aircraft close to do some type of normal flying or reduce congestion around airports. But when we consider flying in a formation in a tactical environment, we can be much more effective with non-traditional formation keeping or perhaps no formation keeping perhaps.

S2

Speaker 2

42:30

So autonomy used for formation keeping, not for convenience, but for the introduction of randomness that's hard to- Like to a

S1

Speaker 1

42:37

real-time mission planner, yeah.

S2

Speaker 2

42:38

And then that's where you also have some human modification, so it's like unmanned teaming enters that picture. So you use some of the human intuition and adjustment of this formation. The formation itself has some uncertainty.

S2

Speaker 2

42:55

I mean, it's such an interesting dance. I think that is the most fascinating application of artificial intelligence is when it's human-AI collaboration, that semi-autonomous dance that you see in these semi-autonomous vehicle systems, in terms of cars driving, but also in the safety-critical situation of an airplane, of a fighter jet, especially when you're flying fast. I mean, in a split second, you have to make all these kinds of decisions. And it feels like an AI system can do as much harm as it can help.

S2

Speaker 2

43:31

And so to get that right is a really fascinating challenge.

S1

Speaker 1

43:35

1 of the challenges too, isn't just the algorithms of the autonomy itself, but how it senses the environment. That of course is gonna be what all these decisions are based off of. And that's a challenge in this type of environment.

S2

Speaker 2

43:47

Well, I gotta ask, so F-18, what's it like to fly a fighter jet at its best? I mean, what to you is beautiful, powerful, what do you love about the experience of flying?

S1

Speaker 1

44:02

For me, and I think I'm an outlier a bit, it wasn't necessarily the flying itself, right? It wasn't necessarily the soaring over the clouds and looking down at the earth from upside down. I came to love that, but it wasn't necessarily the passion that drove me there.

S1

Speaker 1

44:19

I just had no exposure to that. The only exposure I had was reading and going in the woods and science fiction and all that. And so, you know, what seemed to kind of drive me towards that was just a desire to really be operating as close to what I thought was the edge of technology or science. And that's the path that I chose to try to get close to that.

S1

Speaker 1

44:41

I thought that being in a fighter jet and, you know, all the tools and the technology and the knowledge and the challenges and the failures and victories that would come with that just seemed like something that I wanted to be a part of. And it wasn't necessarily about the flying, but it was about the challenge. And like I said, as a person from a small town, you know, small high school, being able to get my hands, you know, or even just near something of such technological significance was kind of empowering for me. And that's kind of what bore the love of flight from there, you know, becoming, you know, having some level of mastery in that aircraft, it really feels like an extension of your body.

S1

Speaker 1

45:24

And once I got there, then the kind of the love of flying kind of followed.

S2

Speaker 2

45:28

So you sort of, 1 is the man mastery over the machine, and second is the machine is like the greatest thing that humans have ever created, arguably. Like things that Lockheed Martin and others have built. I mean, the engineering in that.

S2

Speaker 2

45:46

However you feel about war, which is 1 of the sad things about human civilization, is war inspires the engineering of tools that are incredible. And it's like, maybe without war, if we look at human history, we would not build some of the incredible things we built. So in order to win wars, to stop wars, we build these incredible systems that perhaps propagate war. And That's another discussion I'll ask you about.

S2

Speaker 2

46:17

But this, to you, this is like, this is a chance to experience the greatest engineering humans have ever been able to do. Like similar, I suppose, that astronauts feel like when they're flying.

S1

Speaker 1

46:31

I wanted to be an astronaut. I wanted to take that route. I was gonna apply to test pilot school.

S1

Speaker 1

46:38

It just didn't work out for me. Ended up having a broken foot during my window, but long story short, I ended up after my time in my fleet squadron, and we can get back to the rest of the timeline if you want, but I went to be an instructor pilot instead, right? And then, you know, I was talking about this with a squadron mate earlier today about how, you know, I certainly wouldn't be talking with Lex today if I ended up going to test pilot school. You know, I never would have had the, I wouldn't, maybe recklessness, I don't know, but the willingness to have a conversation about UAP while I was, you know, that led me to the decision to get out once I went there.

S1

Speaker 1

47:21

And it kind of enabled me to talk about UAP more publicly. And if I stayed in the Navy, then I don't think that would have happened. I wouldn't have been able to if I went that route.

S2

Speaker 2

47:33

Well, as a small tangent, do you hope to travel to Mars 1 day? Do you think you'll step foot on Mars 1 day?

S1

Speaker 1

47:40

If you asked me that 5 years ago, I would have said yes, I want to. In fact, I would like to die on Mars. Now I have some hesitations, and I have some hesitations because I'm hopeful and optimistic.

S1

Speaker 1

47:54

And I think that we are truly on the brink of a very wide technological revolution that's going to kind of move us how we used to move information and data in this last century. We're gonna be manipulating and managing matter in that next century. And so I think that, I think our reach as humans are gonna get a lot wider, a lot faster than people may realize, or at least.

S2

Speaker 2

48:19

Wait, are you getting like super ambitious beyond Mars? Is that what you're saying?

S1

Speaker 1

48:23

Well, I mean. Like Mars seems kind

S2

Speaker 2

48:25

of boring, I wanna go beyond that, is that what you, do you mean the reach of humanity across all kinds of technologies, or do you mean literally across space?

S1

Speaker 1

48:34

Across space, you know. So we're gonna be, I think that as artificial intelligence and machine learning start broaching further into the topic of science, or the area of science, and we start working through new physics, we start working through, or I should say, past the Einsteinian frameworks, as we kind of get a better idea of what space-time is or isn't. We may have, we may find, you know, answers that we didn't know that we were looking for, and we may have more opportunity.

S1

Speaker 1

49:00

And I'm not saying this is something I'm, you know, betting the farm on, of course, but maybe that's a road I want to explore on Earth instead of on Mars. Maybe there's technology that can be brought to bear with new science and harder engineering that is a road that doesn't go past Mars to get outside the solar system.

S2

Speaker 2

49:19

So there's different ways to explore the universe than the traditional rocket systems. If we can continue sort of your journey, You said that you were attracted to the incredibly advanced technologies of the F-18s and just the fighter jets in general. Let me ask another question, which seems incredibly difficult to do, which is landing on a carrier, or taking off from a carrier and landing on a carrier.

S2

Speaker 2

49:52

So what's that like? What are the challenges of that?

S1

Speaker 1

49:56

Taking off is pretty easy. It's procedurally somewhat complex, where there's a lot of moving parts, almost like a clock. You know, you're almost in a pocket watch.

S1

Speaker 1

50:04

So it's sense and you're a part of the machinery. And so long as you press the right buttons and do the right things, then you're gonna go shooting off the front.

S2

Speaker 2

50:10

So there's like a checklist to follow and there's several people involved in that checklist and you just gotta follow the checklist correctly.

S1

Speaker 1

50:16

Essentially, yep. Lots of ways to screw it up, but you'll know how to screw it up. But landing on the back of the boat is a whole different animal.

S1

Speaker 1

50:24

There's a lot more variables. There's essentially 1 or 2 people responsible for the success of that. The landing signal officer, who actually represents a team of specially trained aviators who are responsible for helping that aviator land on the boat, and the pilot himself. And It is a hard task to actually fly precisely enough to be good at it.

S1

Speaker 1

50:50

So to fly quote unquote, the perfect pass, you essentially have to fly your head through a 1 foot by 1 foot box. That's essentially the target you're shooting for. Plus or minus probably about 5 knots on airspeed, although we don't really judge it by airspeed. It's something called angle of attack, but generally, you know, pretty tight parameters there.

S1

Speaker 1

51:09

And you can do everything perfect and still fail, right? So when we go to touchdown, we immediately bring the power up and we rotate as if we were bouncing off the deck. And if we catch it, then we slow down. And then someone tells us to bring the power back, which we do, we don't do it on our own.

S1

Speaker 1

51:27

Cause it's such a violent experience. You can think you're trapped or not, or something breaks and you bring your throttle back. And that's a very serious thing. It happened to the best of us.

S1

Speaker 1

51:36

You know, I'll admit I've done it once when I first got to the squadron. It's called Ease Guns Land. And so, you know, I came in the boat and I brought the power, I cracked the power back a little bit before I've been told to, or that my aircraft had finished settling in. And I was a big faux pas, right?

S1

Speaker 1

51:52

So, especially as a new guy. So, it's a very serious business. There's a lot of eyes on you, and there's a lot of ways to screw it up. But the physical, you know, rush of like having a great pass, and then like, there's just the, like the crash of into the boat and all that, the physical sensation from it, when everything's going great, it's top of the world, it's a great feeling.

S2

Speaker 2

52:12

How much of it is feel, how much of it is instruments, how much is other people just doing the work for you, catching you,

S1

Speaker 1

52:19

as

S2

Speaker 2

52:19

long as you do everything right.

S1

Speaker 1

52:20

There's a few systems we use. 1 is called the BAL, and the BAL is External Tour Aircraft, and it's. B-A-L-L, BAL, like BAL, okay.

S1

Speaker 1

52:28

It's a IFLOS landing system, which stands for something very long convoluted. But essentially it's a mirror with lights on it. And you see the light at a different cell based on your position relative to an ideal glide slope. So if you're right on it, you're right in the middle.

S1

Speaker 1

52:46

And if you're below, you're low. And as I add power and maneuver the aircraft, that ball, you know, I see that ball rise, I see that ball low. It's a lagging indicator though, right? And your jet is a lagging engine too, right?

S1

Speaker 1

53:00

It takes time to spool up the engine. So that adds to the complexity. You have to think ahead of it. So you don't want to, you can't just bring the power up and leave it there.

S1

Speaker 1

53:10

You have to bring the power up, touch it, bring it back. And oh, by the way, your landing area is moving not just away from you, but also on an angle, right? Because we have an angled deck. And so you're constantly doing 1 of these to correct yourself as you go.

S1

Speaker 1

53:23

That's so stressful. And every time you do 1 of those, maybe it's a 30 degree angle bank, right? I'm losing lift, right? And so I have to compensate with power each time I do that.

S1

Speaker 1

53:32

So I'm doing another 1 of those.

S2

Speaker 2

53:33

Because you have to

S1

Speaker 1

53:34

maintain the same level you're always lowering. It's a constant rate of descent that's increasing from about 200 feet per minute to about 650. And

S2

Speaker 2

53:43

every time you do this, that's messing with that.

S1

Speaker 1

53:45

Okay. So you have to compensate. And you

S2

Speaker 2

53:47

do that manually.

S1

Speaker 1

53:48

Do that manually. All right. And then of course, as you come down that glide slope, it becomes more and more narrow and you have to of course, modulate your inputs such that they're smaller and smaller because they have a bigger and bigger effect as you get closer in.

S1

Speaker 1

54:04

And what happens too when you're getting close is that right before you cross over, if this is the boat right here, your table, right before you kind of get your wings over the boat itself, this big wind from the main tower of the boat is where it dips down. So the wind actually goes down, it's called a burble. It'll actually pull the aircraft down, increase your rate of descent. So at that particular point, you need to increase your power and try to compensate against that.

S1

Speaker 1

54:27

And so that's kind of a third variable that's trying to screw you up on your way down.

S2

Speaker 2

54:31

What's the most difficult conditions in which you had to land or you've seen somebody had to land? Because I think you were also a signal officer as well.

S1

Speaker 1

54:40

I was, yeah. I was the headlanding signal officer for my squadron.

S2

Speaker 2

54:44

So you've probably seen some tough landings.

S1

Speaker 1

54:46

I have. I've seen a ramp strike, which is when a part of the aircraft hits before the landing area, which is basically the round out of the boat that is before the landing area. So they basically struck the back of the boat coming in.

S1

Speaker 1

55:01

It was just their hook, so it wasn't the aircraft. And they were fine, that 1 was kind of ugly. But it like rips that part of the aircraft. Absolutely.

S2

Speaker 2

55:09

And then you land on your bellies, that kind of thing?

S1

Speaker 1

55:12

In this particular case, it hit and then it gave and essentially dragged the hook on the surface after that. And so he was able to grab a wire at that point.

S2

Speaker 2

55:20

When does that kind of thing happen? Just a miscalculation by the pilot or is it weather conditions? I wouldn't

S1

Speaker 1

55:27

even call it a miscalculation. I mean, I'm gonna put the blame on the pilot because he's the only 1 in the cockpit, but then the day he's reacting to the situations he's dealing with. And so it may be errors or he may be doing the best with the conditions that he's been given.

S1

Speaker 1

55:40

On that particular 1, you just got too high rated sentence, very common. And that's what you see it with new pilots, you see it with older pilots, right? New ones and complacent ones. What you see is they'll try to make the ball go right where they want it in close.

S1

Speaker 1

55:53

They think they can beat the game a little bit. And they try to, and so we have sayings, we teach pilots, you know, as a landing signal officer, we tell them, don't recenter the high ball in close. It's 1 of the rules to live by. And so when the ball's up high, don't try to bring it back in close to the center point when you're in close, because what you're gonna do is you bring the power off and you're gonna crash right down.

S1

Speaker 1

56:14

And that's what happens, right? Because you got the verbal pulling you down, you might be correcting, which is decreasing your lift, and then you have that type of maneuver. How are

S2

Speaker 2

56:23

you supposed to do all of this in harsh weather conditions?

S1

Speaker 1

56:26

So that's the 1 I wanted to tell you about. That's the hardest 1. And what you hear is, if you hear 99 taxi lights on, that's a really shitty day.

S1

Speaker 1

56:34

99

S2

Speaker 2

56:35

taxi lights on, what's that mean?

S1

Speaker 1

56:37

So everyone put your taxi lights on because you're about to land on the boat. And

S2

Speaker 2

56:42

you don't see

S1

Speaker 1

56:43

the boat? Weather is so bad that the landing signal officer on the boat can't see you either, and you can't see the boat, and you won't be able to see it when you touch down. So we call that a zero-zero landing.

S1

Speaker 1

56:54

And you turn on the taxi light so that the LSO, who has a radio in his hand that looks like a phone from 1980, is talking directly to the pilot, and he's looking at that little light in the rain and he's telling him you're high, you're low, power, things like that, come right, back to the left and literally talking him down to land on the boat right there. And the pilot, usually it comes as a surprise to the pilot to land it, because he's just listening to the voice, can't see the ball, can't see the boat. And all of a

S2

Speaker 2

57:21

sudden you just hit

S1

Speaker 1

57:22

the boat. You crash. I mean, you crash.

S1

Speaker 1

57:24

We're going about 1,600 feet per minute descent at that point.

S2

Speaker 2

57:28

So you're going super fast. So all of this is happening fast.

S1

Speaker 1

57:33

You don't know, you

S2

Speaker 2

57:34

don't know what, at the moment it's gonna hit. So you're just going into the darkness and just waiting for it to hit.

S1

Speaker 1

57:41

Maybe it's not dark though, a lot of times it's white.

S2

Speaker 2

57:43

Into the light, you're going into the light. It's almost like there's a light bulb.

S1

Speaker 1

57:47

And then there's a

S2

Speaker 2

57:47

voice from an 80s phone.

S1

Speaker 1

57:49

I got it. This is terrible.

S2

Speaker 2

57:53

But so you still have to, so this kind of thing happens. You still have to land.

S1

Speaker 1

58:00

Sometimes you just don't have a place to divert. But, you know, in a sense we're trained for that because we do the night landings as well. And I think you'll find this interesting, but I always found that the night landings, where in these particular cases, you're usually lined up behind the boat, maybe 10, 15 miles, whereas the other ones, it's like a tight circle, the landing pattern.

S1

Speaker 1

58:18

And so we can potentially see the boat way out there if the lights were on, which they're not, but we can maybe see like the string of aircraft in front of us. But what's interesting is that it can take a while. You might be 15 miles out and your lights are turned down as dim as possible. You have a cloud deck maybe at 6 or 7,000 feet so that the starlight, there's no moon, but let's say the starlight's blocked out, right?

S1

Speaker 1

58:42

Because just the starlight alone, no moon. You can see the boat, you can see the water. But when that goes away, it's like closing your eyes, right? You can't tell anything.

S1

Speaker 1

58:51

It could be upside down, it could be in any position. And for me, it was almost a meditative process that I had to snap myself back out of when I was on like a long straightaway and then I would see the light pop up in the sea of darkness, right? No lights anywhere. Can't even see the horizon.

S1

Speaker 1

59:08

And I just see a light out there. My instruments were telling me, and they're turned down as far as they can go, right? So I can barely see them. So my eyes can adjust.

S1

Speaker 1

59:15

And I'm just staring at this light in the distance, and it's just very meditative, and it's the hum behind you, and then at like 4 miles, you know, almost like, oh, the light is a little bit bigger, and you almost kind of have to snap back to it and be like, oh, I need to like, kind of like, look around a little bit and engage my brain, link it back to my body and like,

S2

Speaker 2

59:34

do this thing. Because you're gonna have to actually land. Well, is there just, you said you don't necessarily feel the romantic notion of the whole thing, but is there some aspects of flying where you look up and maybe you see the stars.

S2

Speaker 2

59:48

Or yeah, that kind of thing that you just like, holy crap, how did humans accomplish all of this? Like, am I actually flying right now?

S1

Speaker 1

59:58

I used to have those moments.